Thursday, January 2, 2014

grabbing my boobs

After 3 years one month 2 weeks tomorrow my breasts are still growing they hurt right now and as they continue to grow I noticed I'm still getting happier and that I live them even more less dysphonic so that's a good thing. I still have itchiness as well areolas still mounded but I don't know fore sure how long there going to grow I know at least one more year and once in a wile I catch my self adjusting my self all up in their and honestly I like it when I touch them as compared to some one else touching them their a small C and at this rate I my end up a large C to a small D but mostly a large C will happen I hope to have a small D then I will know their fully grown by the way their growing I will have larger breasts when their done growing adjusting them massaging them doing a self exam is all natural to me now even know I find my self adjusting them in public with out thinking more then I should well I like to touch my own breasts  as they get bigger I like them bigger but not DD bigger but a small D bigger but since I'm a small C still growing I have to make the best of it.

Tuesday, November 12, 2013

How I felt befor I had breasts


Before I transitioned I felt like this when I looked at my chest. I wasn't happy but when felt up my bra with any thing to create the look of breasts I was like yeah made me happy especially when I went to sleep at night it helped me allot to be happy and comfortable with my self helped me to sleep more Easley and less dysphonic and cry less then I normally would and now that I have breasts even know they aren't fully grown yet I'm happy and don't get dysphonic and cry at night like I used to its rarely that it happens now I'm so much happier now and glad I am who I am and able to show it now very happy to be me a female to have breasts to just be me.

Saturday, August 31, 2013

steampunk jewelry

This is the first steampunk earrings I made fore my steampunk outfit
the erring wire is silver and the gears and jump rings are copper brass
and to look like silver and their made to look old so they look vintage
mettle kind of like tarnished rust kind of a look.
 this is an anklet I made using the same things as the earrings except the
clasp is a medium size and is also made to look old and vintage old metal
and its the silver color.
 
 
 These are my other steampunk earrings I made from a pack of keys
I got and their a brass vintage barons kind of a look same as the other
earrings the wire is silver the jump ring is also the same mettle as the
keys and all of the earrings I make have an erring back on them helps
to prevent them from falling off the ear and dune right helps to prevent
the earring from pulling down on the ear and stretching them out over time.
  

Tuesday, July 16, 2013

STEAMPUNK outfit



This is my favorite outfit it's not finished yet just need a few more items then it will be dune. I just wanted to share it with you.

Monday, December 24, 2012

Dressing Modestly



This last year I have seen to many women young girls even a few kids dressing very inappropriate. If we think about our self now and into the next year we should dress more modestly. Seeing people on TV magazines and in general life its self we can better our self's and be more above the rest. Modesty is the key dressing in skimpy clothing whorish slut like yes we will get all the attention from the guys but thous guys are mostly into it for the sex and not treating us with the respect we deserve to have. we are the ones who can give birth wear cute sexy beautiful in our own ways so why do allot of us women take it for granted. When we dress modestly we get more respect from all the men out their even though we still get attention its not the same kind of attention as if we dress unmodestly. dressing modestly we usually attract the kind of people who wont to treat us like the ladies we are treat us to dinner etc. with out lusting after us and wanting sex tell mirage we attract more different kind of people know matter who we are and how we dress. So now into the new year think of how you dress modestly like a proper lady or not and make that decision to change dress modestly and find that one true love that will cherish you treat you like a princess. so into the new year remember do it for you your self not anybody else.

Wednesday, August 29, 2012

THE MEANING OF LIFE FOR A TRANSSEXUAL


What is the meaning of life for a transsexual well the meaning of life is different for all of us but some of our goals are the same with transition. Like HRT (hormone replacement therapy) and or surgery weather wear gender is male or female. In the beginning of going full time we try to pass little alone try to fit in with out pears our age group and just be excepted by others for who we are our real self. Besides us being born trans we just try to live life with out trying to worry about our trans issues all the time and just live a normal life. But all in all wear still humane we live we die its just a process of life weather wear LGBT or not just trying to be the best we can through life to help ourselves and others going through this or not. From the beginning through tell the bitter end the meaning is still different for all of us a mystery for some of us.